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I'm moving back to Sweden on Tuesday, against my will. Or, I made the decision to move home myself, of course, although if I'd had a viable option, I wouldn't have. Anyway. It is what it is.

But hopefully I'll be able to return sometime in the future. (Hopefully sooner rather than later, although I can't really see it happening.)

Short version: Not happy, but moving home anyway.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: The Only Exception - Paramore

I wrote a thing after a post on tumblr (with the author's blessing, of course) - although it changed quite a lot in the process. It turned into 3,299 words of NOT Big Bang writing, which I should have done instead. But whatever. I'll get there.

Insults in a Time of Magic. Go read and tell me what you think.

Current Mood: Stressed the heck out
Current Music: This Is War - Thirty Seconds to Mars

I've started to panic. Not horrendously, yet, but just slightly. I don't understand how I'm supposed to get everything done. BB, work, meeting family, meeting friends, writing, podficcing! And I want to do ALL those things! Well, except work, but I can't exactly skip that, now, can I?

I just don't get it. How does everyone else manage?

Current Mood: stressed out
Current Music: Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson

I'm such a blubbering mess sometimes. My brain has officially checked out because it got sick of all the thoughts.

Current Mood: not great
Current Music: Nothing - The Script (yes, still)

I really don't want you to not like me, and I find myself adjusting my opinions and expressions to suit you. And then hating myself for it, because you should like me for who I am, and I'm too old to not be myself.

I should be sure enough in myself to stand my ground, but I'm not. I've never been. I want and need your approval, and for that I'm sorry.

Current Mood: horrendously insecure
Current Music: none (i'm supposed to be working)

I found this poem via

loaded_march's lj, and, naturally, I needed to try and pronounce all the words. It didn't really work well, but I blame everything on the fact that I'm not a native English speaker. That's what I always do, but at least it's true.

Here's the link if you want to listen to me making an ass of myself: online link.

And then I looked the words up, and recorded it again, and then it sounded like this: online link.
(Everything is still not pronounced properly, but at least a little bit better...)

Current Music: The Luckiest - Ben Folds

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Current Mood: sexually and creatively frustrated
Current Music: From Above - Ben Folds

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