Insecurities

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I really don't want you to not like me, and I find myself adjusting my opinions and expressions to suit you. And then hating myself for it, because you should like me for who I am, and I'm too old to not be myself.

I should be sure enough in myself to stand my ground, but I'm not. I've never been. I want and need your approval, and for that I'm sorry.