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2013-04-28 04:43 pm
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  • Current Mood: stressed out
  • Current Music: Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson
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Panic mode

I've started to panic. Not horrendously, yet, but just slightly. I don't understand how I'm supposed to get everything done. BB, work, meeting family, meeting friends, writing, podficcing! And I want to do ALL those things! Well, except work, but I can't exactly skip that, now, can I?

I just don't get it. How does everyone else manage?
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2013-02-17 04:43 pm
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  • Current Mood: horrendously insecure
  • Current Music: none (i'm supposed to be working)
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Insecurities

I really don't want you to not like me, and I find myself adjusting my opinions and expressions to suit you. And then hating myself for it, because you should like me for who I am, and I'm too old to not be myself.

I should be sure enough in myself to stand my ground, but I'm not. I've never been. I want and need your approval, and for that I'm sorry.
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